As I walk by
The feeling of freedom although
My hip hurts
My throat itches
My shoe hurts my toes
And yet the cold humid weather makes me feel like heaven.
Struggling with issues often caused by me
Learning to live normal after faking it
Learning to stop my tears
That once drenched my face
And made it puff up
Living your day with screams
Cause you aren't good enough
Being able to recognize that- that's the truth
Being hard on yourself cause of body image issues
Worried about tomorrow
Uncertain about the future
Glancing at the guy I like
Knowing he'd never be my reality
I'm used to this life
Having bad destiny's
And yet this is much better than my worst
Cause my worsts feel like I'll probably jump off
Knowing that I don't trust myself
Cause I've already lived these imaginations
And I know that's what's left for me
The fear of letting down these feelings
Cause actually I'm alright
Other's have it worse
Fear of everything
Missing my happiness my life
And as I walk by
The feeling of freedom although
My hip hurts
My throat itches
My shoe hurts my toes
And yet the cold humid weather makes me feel like heaven.
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